Life in Kenya

so we are half way to our destination and i feel like i could throw up. im not sure if it was the eggs they fed us on the plane or the fact that i just left everything i know and love on the other side of the world! its funny cuz when matt and i started this adventure to kenya , it felt like we had planned the timing just right. yet now my best friend is getting married, my brother is having his first baby and certain things are unsettled! a part of me selfishly wishes i was still at home. but since when has serving god been about me?!? as difficult as it is to leave, i cant express how excited i am to be following the lords call. i cant wait to see what awaits us in kenya and see how my faith is stretched in leaving my anxieties back home to God.